Artist Statement: I found myself obsessed with mess, and any opposing/conflicting images or experiences. I realized my obsession with this comes from both a fear of exploring my own internal landscape which I would describe as filled with messy contradictions as well as a fear of our current political landscape and how polarization politically, socially or within ourselves is constantly reflected in daily life. As someone with ADHD I have a hard time staying focused on any one thing for too long, however that means I am constantly paying attention to everything all at once. For a long time I hated this about myself, and although I still struggle with many aspects of my ADHD I am starting to embrace the fact that my sensory experience of the world may be quite different then that of neurotypical people. That said my journey with ADHD is constantly filled with contradictions that I need to learn to navigate. Medication being one, medication is both extremely helpful and filled with side effects, everyday taking my medication is choosing to live with very contradicting internal experiences (helping my mind, parts of my body suffering for that).

My research aims to dive deeply into the exploration of moments (both internal and external) that are filled with nuances and contrasts. You can click through these webpages however you would like and read it or watch the videos in whatever order you like, or all at once. I am not a very linear thinker and as such my work, and my research process is not very linear either, enjoy it however you would like.